February 8th... Seems like a fairly insignificant day, right? Well February 8, 2015, I took a pregnancy test & it was positive. After trying to have another baby for so long, I was finally pregnant. Every emotion ran through me all at once. Panic. Excitement. Worry. Lots of worry. Something felt off about it. I don't know why. I just had a really strange feeling in my gut. I ignored it & just chalked it up to me being paranoid. (Little did I know, I would soon lose my pod)
Yesterday was filled with many emotions. Anxiety. Sadness. Hope. So much more. I'm a dates person. Dates stick out in my mind so it only made sense that yesterday would stand out.